Okay. Feeling better today. I did my whole WORK thing yesterday, which kept me busy for MOST of the day, with a little down time to look at more costumes. I think I found what I am going to buy. I found a belly dancing costume that actually has a panel in the front that will allow for SOME skin to show but have enough coverage to make me feel more modest. I sent the link to the site to April and she was happy to see something a little less revealing, too.

I was going to go tanning after work, but once I got there (and THAT was no easy feat since the roads are all torn up right now) and I see that Jim was there, so I didn't even park but drove right through the parking lot and out the other end and headed home. I know he knows what time I usually get there, and I think he does it on purpose, just in case I show up. I hate that.

That's why I have a restraining order.

Anyway, I had grabbed my cash for my trip to Mexico and brought that over to Doug and April's since Doug had put the whole trip on his card when he booked the tickets. I know he didn't need the money to pay for it in full until next month, but it's nice to get that out of the way. So, I brought over $825 for him in an envelop. Mostly 20s and 10s. It was pretty thick!!! He was happy to get it, since I know he doesn't know me THAT well and I am sure that he was a bit concerned that I would pay him or not. Anyway, that's out of the way and done and I feel great about getting the money out of my office where I had it sitting so I could add to it, bit by bit.

April and Angel were there, so we went into the garage and smoked and visited for a bit. Then I ran home, took care of my doggies and washed my winter jacket. It had some grease spots on it from something or other and I really needed to wash it. I haven't found time to put it in the dryer yet, so I need to take care of that tonight.

Then I ate some dinner, watched my calories, and Dave called me to come over.

I did and we talked for a LONG time. He knows I have been down and he wanted to talk about that. We had a really GOOD conversation and I have a better idea of where our relationship stands and where it is going.

So, whatever.

But, I will tell you this, there was a lot of emotions involved in our conversation so I was pretty tired by the end of it and feeling kinda outta it.

Dave's son, Tony and his girlfriend had asked if they could come spend the night at Dave's house and he said yes. The kids were supposed to get there by 11:00, but by ten after they still weren't there. I was falling asleep in the chair so I said I was just going to go to bed. Which I did. I wanted to see Tony, of course, but I need to get up at 5:30. I can't stay up that late all the time.

I did hear them when they came in and Tony and Dave were actually pretty quiet, but Haley, the girlfriend, has a high, shrill laugh so I was pretty glad when they decided to go to bed and I could get some sleep.

After my morning ritual, I went back to Dave's for coffee. We talked some more about last night and stuff and I feel better about stuff, although nothing really has changed. Except for my mindset. And I guess that's all I need to know.

Dave is going to ask Tony and Haley to go out for dinner with us tonight, and I hope they do that since I didn't have a chance to see them at all.

Other than that, I am hoping for a quiet evening since the next few days are going to be pretty busy. I am also hoping to get tanning tonight. I have tried for two days so far, and it just hasn't worked out. And with the rainy days lately, I could use a bit of those tanning rays falling on my body.

Okay. Gotta run. SOMEONE is faxing me a lot of crap. I wonder if it's Bossy Man????

LOL

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